“ I’m sorry, but it’s been a long time since I’ve talked about certain things. So I don’t know anymore—or I’m not sure. When I look at my life and its secret colors, I feel like bursting into tears. Like that sky. It’s rain and sun both, noon and midnight. You know, I think of the lips I’ve kissed, and of the wretched child I was, and of the madness of life and of the ambition that sometimes carries me away. I’m all those things at once. I’m sure there are times when you wouldn’t even recognize me. Extreme in misery, excessive in happiness…Each time I think of that flood of pain and joy in myself, I know - I can’t tell you how deeply I know that the game I’m playing is the most serious and exciting one of all.
— A Happy Death by Albert Camus (via casimirpulaskiday)
Losing the will to live right now.
So tired but cant sleep.
Need friends but nobody is there.
Need love but wanna be left alone.
Need a hug but just wanna crawl into bed and be left.
“ I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person.
— Oscar Wilde (via drunkswanson)
Starting my new job tomorrow.
I’m very nervous but so happy that after 2 years Ive finally managed to get a job I actually want :) 2 weeks of training/shadowing then I’m a trained support worker!
missed me much?
What do you think?
I WANTED TO TALK TO YOU BUT THERE WAS NO WAY I COULD. I loved you.
Awww bless you. ive been gone a LONG time. Been so busy so much has happened. You can email me: firstname.lastname@example.org
Lady GaGa photographed by Terry Richardson
I have this entire book and its bloody fantastic! <3
I love the fact that now I have dark hair that I either look like Katy Perry or Jessie J.
Not that I’m complaining ;)
Yes, I have returned to tumblr :)